another day
bitchin
nununarcisistic
well i have not done anything worth typing lately so thats why i havent added anything new.
i havent slept well in yhe last few days...been up most nights an slept most day.
i have to get myself a job but thats harder than it sounds..but i guess sleeping hole day isnt going to make it any easyer.

took a wlk with my dog chuck to the shop this morning. this wrighting this is abit hard i have no idea what to wright..my minds so random
so everything i want to type comes out abit wacky lol...my baby bro will be attending school soon his almost 4..have i told you his adopted and has featol alcohol syndrom..so his abit uhm for lack of a better word delayed..his at the stage of a one year old..but we think his very clever...and very spoilt...

i feel like my life is passing me by an there is nothing i can do to catch up..i just sleep threw it..
one day im going to wake up an i wont remember what happened to the last 5 years of my life.

thats all for now ...chow 

today is ok
bitchin
nununarcisistic

woke up late... i want to go back 2 namibia :( i miss my friend cant wait to see her again..sucks having no1 to talk 2 that understands..this place sucks im always bored plus there is nothing for me to to do here.
but then again some1 told me that its what you make of it...but how do you make somthing of living in a place that you dont like...

was laying inbed last night thinking bout him..an i think im more or less over him theres no pain or hurt just abit of sadnes oh an the fact that i think of him alot but not as much as i used to...just abit worried bout him..thats normal i guess...love lifts you up an the higher you seem to float the harder your going to fall...i still love him...lol falling 4 ur best friends brother would only be me

was thinking im going to do somthing everyday atleast one thing aday...so that i can say heyy today wasnt a complete waste...wish me luck

life
bitchin
nununarcisistic
life is full of surprises...
there are alot of compromise's...

you never know whats to come...
you might even fall on your bum...

be the best you can be...
for everyone to see...

stand out be proud...
even if you have to shout out loud...

you might fall...
but get back up and stand tall...

say what you need to say...
you might only have today!!!

1st time lol
bitchin
nununarcisistic
well this is my 1st time on here an i guess im spose to type what i did 2day or something...well i live in jozie... im 21 year old muslim colourd female,girl,lady not sure just which 1 i am...i have a sister who is 16 very shweet an sarcastic but then again sarcasm runs in the family its how we comunnicate...my bro is 17 sweet fliping intelligent and a sports freak... i also have a younger brother his adopted 4 years old an the sunshine in our family he suffers from F.A.S fetal alcohol syndrome...then theres mom an stepdad ...

well 2day i did nothing what so ever...oh wait i made myself lunch...rice an chicken an chipsss.yummy...lol anyway thats all for now theres a movie that i want to watch thats just started..tata type soon    

random poemz
bitchin
nununarcisistic
i think of something 2 wright...
something that explains my fight...

i dry my tears....
try an hide my fears...

i try to escape...
like houdini i flap my magic cape...

when i open my eyes...
i'm still tangled in these lies...

i run for the door...
land face down on the floor...

breaking free... 
all i ask is release me!!! 

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